honey bee — [I] (iv)

sometimes
i think
i’m depressed

sometimes
i think
i’m just tired

sometimes
i think
look it’s three o’clock in the bloody morning

when it’s eleven

but mostly i wish
they’d turn down
the sodding central heating
so inside
was as cool as outside
and it wouldn’t
keep sodding
knocking me out

perhaps
if i wasn’t
so fat …