arts \ ego blog — reality argument

I’ve been talking to an interesting young woman sub online for a while now. She got cut off from the net for a few months, but phoned me a few days ago. I think the silence was genuine. There’s clearly something there, otherwise she wouldn’t have got back in touch with me after those months. But she does’t want to meet up. It’s not as simple as shyness, although I think that’s part of it. There’s another reason.

But I’m just not interested in distance relationships. I need to see the woman, touch her, watch her, see her body language, smell her chemistry. I need the presence. Online relationships, whether electronic, over the phone, chat room based, whatever, are ultimately unfulfilling.

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