angst cycle (iii) — [W] (viii)

dammit
she wrote to me
and hook is sparkling again

my fault
there’s a common account
and something’s not happened

so i wrote it
a way
and advised

my fault
it’s so fucking difficult
to drop

and in this world
there is no longer
a place to escape

so i have have silenced myself
silenced
i just couldn’t just couldn’t

it was so formal
but it exists
i’m an idiot