angst cycle (iii)
[S]

sod it this is fucking difficult
there’s stuff I’d send
’cos she might find it interesting

and my lust has died
well gone on strike
a couple of caricature women
working from a specialist bar
i walked past

i felt not even a tang of interest
at their flesh
mind you
the interesting flesh was covered
though i think
that would have done nothing either

aha
a deeper me
thinks maybe

phew