angst cycle (iii)
[Y] (i)

a child guides the adults
expects to understand adult compulsion

i’m watching the plans explaining themselves
knowing the coming crash

with no intention to speak
my struggle is against sleep

unintense need to doodle
imaginary town planning

trainset delivering the suburbs
i seem to remember the childhood toy

giving away to an asian family
to toy had no time to play with

exciting meeting
lecture huh

about five times i’ve almost fallen
asleep out of my chair

when i open my eyes
i hallucinate plastic bags

why a one hour meeting
to cover a ten minute email