angst cycle (iii) — [E] (ii)

and let’s face it
she’s been saying uninterest
but her behaviour
that first day

but all i did was chat
the courage you see the confidence
i never had
had i played the pass
had i expressed
i don’t know

i should have done
i didn’t

but my sadness now
oh my sadness

she was with me
the whole two days
not the behaviour
of someone
who didn’t interest
but then i asked her why
trying to find her feelings
and she wasn’t with me again

the sadness
the sadness