angst cycle (iii) 
[ư] (i)
i think 
i’m now ready 
to walk away
 
along the dark 
townlit nightroads 
no traffic just footsteps
 
past the steelworks 
closed down and rotted 
by her tinaship
 
get to the metro 
it’s moved 
find another empire
 
of the small times 
an island 
inhabited
 
not by egoself 
thatcherist 
of the wantwishwant
 
but someone 
aware 
of other people’s pain potential
 
is there anyone 
there 
who understands
 
leaving A before joining B 
fixing or finishing 
before starting
 
well 
whatever 
the poison has abated
 
and although 
it will abide 
for centuries
 
i do not think 
it can ever 
conquer
 
again 
that thought 
is the mistake
 
i made before 
i generalised 
i won’t again
 
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