angst cycle (iii) — [χ]

i’m an idiot
it’s still getting to me
i think because i haven’t said my real response

yeah, she don’t do binary she said
i know she don’t do unary
’cos she’s usually attached
thus she does trinary
or more
which doesn’t work for me
it never has
it never will
history dear boy
she knows this
that was one cause why
when she made her move
i did not respond
she knows it

so when she said
she did not do binary
she must have know
i had to cut
but all i said in reply
was i know
i didn’t say
i don’t do more
i merely said
i know

this is idiotic
i find i want to tell her
what i think she meant
and my real reply
so breaking the cut

this is fucking idiotic