angst cycle (iii) — [ψ] (i)

depression is here
that’s all to say
really

not exactly unexpected
not exactly unavoidable
either

i’m finding myself
very tempted
to contact her again

you know that
if you read
this crap

don’t see
where it can go
though

can’t see
a change of heart
from her

can’t see
anything
to be honest