angst cycle (iii)
[I] (iv)

settling down
and then the voice comes through
and i want to read the voice
and the voice will jealous me
and i don’t want to be jealoused
so i don’t want to read the voice
i want to read the voice

i won’t take the usual
drink to insensitivity
it doesn’t make forget
it doesn’t bleed distress

i want to disconnect
i don’t want to disconnect

i have to meta
i don’t want to meta
find another goal
to overwhelm