angst cycle (iii)
[W] (i)
keeping myself very busy
more than normal
and normal is work work
and art work
with a couple of meetings a week
but i usually take
an hour a day or so
to potter
not now
work work
art work
it’s aoû
no meetings
no time
for the pot
par example
maintenant
je retour a la royaume uni
pour mon ordinateur squalide
les heures dans les trains
j’écrire
it’s better than the sadness
mourning loss
not of had
& never did
not even of if
too many denials
just loss
part of the sadness
i fell for it again
not the most
though
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